Tuesday, April 22, 2014

hopeless.

How am I supposed to feel right now?
Why is it that whenever I talk to you, our conversation would end up like that?
Why is it that whatever I want seems to be hurting you?
Why did you mention her? Did you get close to her on purpose, or there is already something on between the both of you?
Can you not leave me hanging right here?
Every time we text, I have so much, so much to tell you.
But you don’t seem to be interested at all. You don’t seem to want to continue this conversation.
Why, why am I the only one giving, why is it that you showed no interest at all.
What is it that you’re hiding from me?
Are you together with her?
Should have known, should have known, I don’t matter anymore. I’m no longer your top priority. Serves me right.
Is it wrong of me to want you, again?
I don’t get why im not getting anything in return.
But, why is your jersey number still #6? 
Maybe i'm thinking too much. 
But in the first place, why am I even doing all these.

Oh god.. Save me. L

Why do i feel so stranger towards you?