Friday, July 12, 2013

How is it possible?

I now finally know how it feels when somebody close to you just decided to not talk to you, they don't tell you why, they don't give you a chance. They just leave your life like that. But it's good in a way, it actually tells me how much I mean to them, nothing. It reminded me of how I used to be alone, which is a good thing. You see, I don't have to tolerate their crap, cheer people up when they're upset, I don't have to please them. I can do whatever I like. 3 more months man, and I'm done with them. I don't have to be so affected by them, yes. Be happy Val.

And, 

People always ask how the hell is it that me and love stay together for so long.
That's probably because we really need each other.
 People will be thinking, " who are you kidding, you're only 16 and you say you need him? "
But they don't know how our life is like, he don't come from a family that loves him a lot and I don't have a perfect family. We both need someone's care, attention and love. But of course that's not the only reason, it's because we know that who we want to be with and we often talk about our future. It may seems very scary, but we're determined. We study hard now to ensure that we have a good future. We are not smart, but we are willing to fight towards a common goal and I think that's one of the reason that kept us tgt. 
And definitely another reason is we make an effort to let each other feel happy. We are always there for each other, always compromising. 

In conclusion, we are still together because we love each other and we don't give up on what we want, this love, easily. We fix our relationship, not say break up easily.