Saturday, May 19, 2012

不够好.

Can never feel any better. History are repeating itself again. But can't blame them for thinking that I'm ponning trng... Missed out 1 trng and friendly due to things happening.
Really tired these few days. They recovered, my turn to be sick soon. I can't even stand for long now.
So many things happen nowadays. Results were good except for humans, Emaths and English.
Chinese A1-1st in class
Emaths B4
Amaths A1-3rd in class
POA A1-3rd in class
Science B3
Humanities B4
English D7
Studied so hard and my other subjects improved so much but english had to ruin it all. Cried so badly. Choco Bar from mrs chuah as encouragement. Had a talk with mr wee, encouragement from him too. It is rare okay! Shall just wait for report slip to be out. MUST GET TOP 10 IN CLASS FOR EOY. I can do it. Just a little bit more to there this time round.
Family, forever making me demoralized. Told aunt about my results, she told me its okay, told me to work harder coming back only to realise you fuckers were laughing at it. I apologized for failing English isnt funny at all. And fuck you for laughing Bitch, pass your maths before laughing at my results.
I'm forever not good enough...
:'(