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Hahaha can't you tell that I'm unhappy? Already having a tiring day and finally reaching home wanting to have a nice dinner. You talk about results, okay can. You only see those subjects that drop which is science and English. Then what about other subjects that improved. Do you care? You say I focus too much on basketball but when I'm putting in effort in studies did you see? Did you bother? My results may not be fantastic, it might be not good enough to make you proud but can you tell that I'm struggling? I'm struggling to put on a smile,I'm struggling to cope between studies and basketball and even this family. I'm really trying hard to cope. I totally have no choice in my training time or whatsoever. I just hope that you understand that I can't do anything about it and hope you will be more supportive. I don't understand why you're so unsupportive. Your temper sucks ok. Tired.
He shouted so loudly at me in front of the whole team and some cgirls. Totally no reaction. Dont know whether I got stronger or I long ago gave up in basketball alr. Staying in basketball cos everyone must have cca and the cca points. Useless.