2weeks left. Yet I'm down with this injury. Swollen feet. What can you did well?._.
She don't even care. 'where got swollen don't waste money lah.' I know I'm not your child at least show some concern can anot. Few days ago I was sick, you made me go down to see doctor alone, luckily love is free. They only had cough, yet you can cab down to west coast just to bring them to see doctor. I was having fever yet you don't care. HAHAHAHA. THANKS ALOT :'(
2 weeks. Top12. Possible? I'm going to force myself to run tmrw. Im going to force myself to play well tmrw if I'm given the chance. Val, you can do. It's only swollen it's also not as though it's bleeding. Jiayou Val, tolerate it and be strong. ._. Cried on the way home, thought of so many many things. About how useless I am.
Sec1, add up all the matches they played, I've played less than 40 mins and scored less than 10points. Surprising eh. Always skip training, didn't cherish the chance I'm given. Now resulting in me, such a lousy player.
Sec 2. Even more useless. Not even the main 5. Slacking all the way. Run didn't put in effort, layup also lazy. Jump also jump for show. Run cannot run properly. Shoot also not enough strength. Not contributing at all. Wasted another good year. Surprise that I'm actually in top 15. Wanted to give up so badly. I thought i will be satisfied with top 15 but no.. TOP12 is what I want when he say If I'm able to prove that I'm better than her, I can make it.
Love gave me a lot of encouragement. He told me to trust myself he told me that he believe in me and told me to not look down on myself. I'm actually glad that I played for cdiv, at least I'm able to play my best. Ever since I'm back from Philippines, getting more daring. Dare to cut in and everything. At least I improved. Yes I'm glad bout that, he praised me too. But thing ain't going to end liddat. The run, shows that she's so much faster. Everyone in bbal is a threat to me. But I hate the way everyone is fighting for top12. I hate such competitive life.
顺其自然吧.
